I’d like to add a question of my own:

Does anyone have any recommendations when running the game under proton?

And with a steam controller?

Therefore,

Omg a standing desk?

Don’t let your perception of femininity and masculinity stop you. Don’t let your expectation of other people’s perception of femininity and masculinity stop you. It’s all made up.
Having said that, you don’t have to force yourself to enjoy something you don’t enjoy. However, if you do decide to go, I would recommend to embrace it and try to find enjoyable aspects to the experience.
Ninja edit: I agree that being filmed at a concert isn’t always nice. Especially because many people seem unaware that not everybody wants to be filmed.

Aeropress gang representing.
I run debbie kde plasma x11 btw