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You could use your CRUD experience to find a similar role writing desktop or server apps in Go, C#, or Java. A book on data structures and algorithms is a good place to start. It would be a step closer to making software in more interesting fields, games, building your own product, or just writing code only for your business to help sell something else.

There is also the database path (for example, TPS reports), but it’s another environment where you’re at the whim of a giant monolithic mystery machine. I’ve found there are no limits to depths of business logic that someone can invent for you to implement, just to save them a dollar.

Noita has some nice psychadelic cave music

Not all reasons are learned externally. It’s possible for someone to have a craving that cannot be satisfied, just as it is possible for someone to not be capable of understanding the feelings of another person.

There was an Outer Limits episode with this plot - “Identity Crisis” with Lou Diamond Phillips